from old blogs and yellow pad
symptoms
08.25.09i can't eat
i can't sleep
i can't think
i have bouts of euphoria
and moments of...
loneliness
and restlessness.
shortness
of breath
wet palms and cold sweat.
stupid extra joss.
bumubulong ang kahapon
05.04.09
mapapamura yata ako
mapapamura ako
mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapamura mapapamura mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapamura
mapapaiyak
mapapaiyak
mapapaiyak
mapapaiyak yata ako
pero di na ko iiyak.
ikaw ang talunan dito
ikaw ikaw ikaw
sabagay
sawa na rin ako
sawang sawang sawa
sawa
sa ganito
sawa
sa wala
sawa sa dati
sawa sa habambuhay
sawa sa
pagiging sawa
sawa.
slow goodbyes
12.08.08
like the slow
breaking of hearts
slow goodbyes
to the long-gone
loves of youth
slow goodbyes
to yesterday's mistakes
to today's regrets
to forever's...
lost
only slow goodbyes.
Natural Death
11.09.08
Stupid You
Stupid Me
Stupid Us
Stupid Everything
Stupid
on poetry
11.24.09
who needs rhyme
when you've got rhythm
feeling
and fire?
haiku
11.18.09
what would it be like,
if all peoples of the earth
spoke in haiku form?
